Nothing New TodayApril 1, 2021
There is really nothing new to talk about today. It is a foggy melancholy kind of day. I have a few friends that are going through some hard times, and it is hard for me not to worry about them. I myself are in no condition to worry about anyone. This fixing yourself shit fucking sucks.
I tried to sleep in a little bit today since I have been waking up in the middle of the night for a minute then falling back to sleep the last few nights. I had high asperations to get up a little early and work on my car’s suspension replacements, but when I woke up initially, I was in no mood to domanial labor.
I’m sure part of this feeling (kind of an underlying ache or regret, not entirely sure yet, I just hope it doesn’t get worse) is my lack of appropriate diet. I had a Bagel on Sunday morning, 2 string cheese sticks on Monday night when I got home from work, Tuesday I had some granola and yogurt for breakfast but I think it was bad, I only had a couple spoon full (Says it’s good till April 14th, but it tasted bad – it was also Peach, blagh), yesterday I had some dark chocolate covered black berries during work, some Medium Cheddar cheese snacks when I got home, and one pop-tart (I didn’t eat it all). I know this way of eating is not healthy, but it is also my body’s modus operadi.
Anyhow, I thought I best try to keep up my writing today even though I really have nothing to elaborate on, no funny statements, and most certainly nothing insightful to express.