Nothing New Today

Nothing New Today

April 1, 2021 Off By justin

There is really nothing new to talk about today. It is a foggy melancholy kind of day. I have a few friends that are going through some hard times, and it is hard for me not to worry about them. I myself are in no condition to worry about anyone. This fixing yourself shit fucking sucks.

Mentally Pained Smile
Obligatory smile even though in less than 10 seconds, sobbing and hardly able to stand up.

I tried to sleep in a little bit today since I have been waking up in the middle of the night for a minute then falling back to sleep the last few nights. I had high asperations to get up a little early and work on my car’s suspension replacements, but when I woke up initially, I was in no mood to domanial labor.

I’m sure part of this feeling (kind of an underlying ache or regret, not entirely sure yet, I just hope it doesn’t get worse) is my lack of appropriate diet. I had a Bagel on Sunday morning, 2 string cheese sticks on Monday night when I got home from work, Tuesday I had some granola and yogurt for breakfast but I think it was bad, I only had a couple spoon full (Says it’s good till April 14th, but it tasted bad – it was also Peach, blagh), yesterday I had some dark chocolate covered black berries during work, some Medium Cheddar cheese snacks when I got home, and one pop-tart (I didn’t eat it all). I know this way of eating is not healthy, but it is also my body’s modus operadi.

Anyhow, I thought I best try to keep up my writing today even though I really have nothing to elaborate on, no funny statements, and most certainly nothing insightful to express.

Take care,

Justin